Who I Am...?
Give me a few years and then ask me again!
I was searching the internet the other day and I decided to search for myself. I mean, I assume most of us have done it—type our names on Google and hope for the best. In my case, I wasn’t looking for myself, I was looking for who I was. I wanted to find something that described me. I wanted someone to know me, even though I do not even know myself.
Yes, I’ve thought about having my hand read. But then, no. That’s just cheating. I do not want anyone to tell me my future. I would love to know what awaits me, but if I know, then when it comes it won’t feel right. Okay, maybe that is just me.
Great! Moving on. LICEA.
Licea! What do you think about last name? LICEA? Say it, I know you’re trying hard!
Okay, you’re saying it wrong! [Laughs]
I found this site, which I lost, that described me just and purely by knowing my last name. I was actually very shocked, my jaw dropped, even drooled a little. [Just kidding on the last part] Everything it said I was….was correct.
And because no one has actually described me so well until then, I want to share and comment on the response and description I received.
“Your  name has given you a responsible, expressive, inspirational, and friendly personality.”
Me: Thank you so much for your kind words. Responsible? Sometimes. Expressive? Yes, I do say what I need to say [most of the time]. But I do express everything I need to express, since my chest can only hold so much. Inspirational? Some say so. Frankly, I don’t think I have done anything great to lead someone out of their world yet. Friendly? Yes!
“Expression comes naturally to you and you are rarely at a loss for words; in fact, you have to put forth effort at time to curb an over-active tongue.”
Me: OKAY WHO IS THIS PERSON! Yes, that! [No wonder I rarely get Writer’s Block] I do talk a lot. Oh, no. Oh, no. Someone put tape over my mouth and glue my fingers together!
“Self-confidence has made it easy for you to meet people and you are well-liked for your spontaneous, happy way.”
Me: HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA! Okay, I am confident behind the screen. In real life, no. I blush a lot, and I get nervous talking to people. I’m serious. I do not speak to people in person. I’m scared. I am well-liked? Awee! I do hope so. Wait, for my “spontaneous, happy ways?” Oh, dear. So that’s why I’ve been called “weird.”
“You sincerely like people and do not often experience loneliness; your work and home-life are likely filled with association. You enjoy music and could have a fine singing voice; however, the study could be somewhat difficult because you do not find it easy to apply yourself to concentrate study for long periods.”
Me: I do sincerely like people! Too much—it’s sad. I do experience loneliness, but it comes off me soon. [I thought I was bipolar] I LOVE music. And, aw, thank you. According to many of my friends, I do have an awesome singing voice. BUT THAT’S IT. If I’m not singing, my voice is weird. [Shivers] Oh, no! Yep. I do not like studying. I do it and I do not finish. I try very hard. I’m just not an erudite.
“Your  name brings disappointments and emotional involvements through being too sympathetic and easily influenced.”
Me: Can I get a tissue please? That says it. I’m not adding more. [Sad Face]
“As a result of your active nature, you have an appetite for quick energy foods, which you could consume to excess.”
Me: Ha-ha-ha! I do not eat a lot, actually. Sometimes I only eat once a day. I know, I know. I’m usually not hungry. Oh, but I do love spaghetti and pizza. [I’m hungry]
That is it! See. This described some of the things that I do, am, etcetera. Which is kind of creepy, since it told me all this just by my name! I guess now anyone can find out anything about anyone. Stay away from the palms of my hands, people! [Just Kidding]
Now, what did you think?